Why are we here? What are you? What is the purpose? Is there a purpose? What’s this all about? Every religion, philosophy, and esoteric system tries to answer this, most believing they have.
Do you question your reality? Is this reality just an accidental physical realm of matter? A purposeful divine creation? A Dream? Hologram? A simulation? A matrix? A game? A puzzle? A maze? A illusion? A trip? A hallucination? A book? A fractal? A reflection? A reality show? A birth? A way to evolve? A way to devolve? A prison? A farm? A experience? Whatever you make it? Some of them? All of them? None of them? You Decide.
“Because what occurred to me is that when you talk about the individual, and you deal with the individual, you find that the end of the individual is neurosis. To be individual means that there is “self” and “not self”. Okay? So where I stop.. the boundaries of “me”, right, this physical body; the boundaries of me that stretch out.. things I believe in.. I’m sure we’d all be friends if we talked – but would we be friends with Newt Gingrich? No. But that’s the point: I stop, where Newt Gingrich starts. Why is that? Why do I stop there? Why does *he* define my self-sense? And I can’t absorb him? Why do these fuckers.. why does the Skull And Bones Society, or the CIA.. why do the 33º Masons – why are they different from us? They’re not – they want to explain things. They want an answer. They’ve found an answer that seems to suit them – which seems kind of uncool and cruel to me, because it involves exploiting other people. But they’re looking for an answer. We’re all looking for the same thing: Why. Are. We. Here? Why *are* we here? What are you doing here today? What do you expect? What do you expect to take home with you? Can anyone answer? Can one person tell me what you expect to take home from all of this?....” Grant Morrison
Let’s try to figure that out.
I am mainly writing this for myself as a reference point of information I have come across - a way to collect my thoughts and organize sources, with hope it will help others.
The following is a compilation of information from sources I have read, watched, and listened to over the past years. I have written this from a personal synthesis using the teachings of multiple schools of Gnosticism, Hermeticism, Chaos Magick, and other numerous forms of philosophical and esoteric systems. Usually they list recommended books/resources at the end, but this is where I have got most of my inspiration from. I use many quotes as these sources are much better written than anything I could write. The expedition to truth, gnosis and love is ever evolving and I try to never attach to any one source or set of beliefs. The journey is long and it will take years to get through all this information some of it contradictory and paradoxical.
"If you don't at least occasionally contradict yourself, your position isn't nearly complex enough." - Terence McKenna.
I almost never fully agree with one source of information, I do find that they all help me expand my perception and mind. I use open minded skepticism, and as long as the information is presented logically, rationally, and with no perceived ulterior motives, then I will entertain it. At minimum it will be food for thought or possibly it will have a profound impact on the way I perceive things, think, and live. If something resonates with your truth then let it help you, if it does not resonate than let it go and move on. These are the sources of information along with my personal experience, which has shaped my perspective and philosophy of life. I hope that this information may help anyone who is striving for truth, gnosis and love.
“It is the mark of an educated mind to be able to entertain a thought without accepting it.” Aristotle
Take the time to read/watch them and if you come across any terms or ideas you don’t know much about, read about those also. Let it take you down wormholes or possibly rabbit holes of information. Somewhere in the words and more importantly between the words, may you find what you are looking for.
PDF attachment included if underlined:
Gnostic Handbook—Gnostic Theurgy— Exegesis-Tractates Cryptica Scriptura —The Invisibles Comic—Gods of Eden — Book of the SubGenius—John Dee and the Empire of Angels—The Kybalion—Psychic Self Defense—Kabbalah, Magic and the Great work of Self-transformation—Seven Sermons to the Dead—Heremtica —The Psychonaut Field Manuel—Zen without Zen Masters—Remember Be here Now— My Big TOE—Nag Hamaradi—The Fourth Way—Pistis Sophia—The Secret of Light & Message of the Divine Iliad Volume 1 & Volume 2 by Walter Russell—The Book of Enoch—Shaver Mysteries: Thought Records of Lemuria / I Remember Lemuria — The Light of Egypt Vol 1& Volume 2—Liber Null/ Pyschonaut—The Secret Teachings of All Ages—Lost Keys of Freemasonry—Simulacra and Simulation—God-man: The Word Made Flesh— Law of One (Ra material)—War in Heavn by Kyle Griffiths— PI by Marty Leeds— Flatland—The Yoga-Upanisads—DMT: The spirit Molecule—VALIS—Cosmic Trigger I: The Final Secret of The Illuminati— Principia Discordia— The Creature from Jekyll Island— Trance-Formations_-Neuro-Linguistic-Programming — Initiation Into Hermetics — The Middle Pillar- The Balance Between Mind and Magic — He Will Live Up in the Sky— Behold!!! the Protong— Taoist Secrets of Love [Male]— Logoi Library Book
Pararelgion.ch bibliotecapleyades.net halexandria.org thesecretsun.blogspot Cluesforum.info Wildheretic.com Jon Levi (Youtube) Mouthy Buddha (Youtube) Miles Mathis thegodabovegod.com chicagognosis.org gnosis.org sacred-texts.com gnosticteachings.org hermetic.com hermetics.org ritmanlibrary.com medium.com paullaffoley.net/ Illuminatis Pathageorus (Youtube) stolenhistory.org tekgnostics.com redice.tv esotericablog.com nicolaslaos.com Joycamp(Youtube) holybooks.com runesoup.com
crystalinks.com blackironprison.com visup.blogspot.com realization.org http://www.4pt.su/en boards.4channel.org/x/catalog ukgovernmentwatch.wordpress.com attlas.info meta-religion.com upliftconnect.com melchizedekia144000.wordpress.com theforbiddenreligion.com tekgnostics.com rawilson.com conspiracyarchive.com gorightly.wordpress.com https://www.blogger.com/profile/00082560653346684284 naturalnews.com-- hisz.rsoe.hu/alertmap-- one-evil.org-- lawofone.info-- sagesigmaunbound.com—kosmic-gnosis.org eleggua.com hermeticcircle.com peopleofshambhala.com gnosticwarrior.com austincoppock.com alamut.com awakeninginthedream.com esotericablog.com candida-international.blogspot.com redice.tv varjranatha.com library.hrmtc.com philosopher.eu darkbooks.org ultraculture.org gnostic-conjure.blogspot.com
Aeon Byte—Mind Unveiled -Mouthy Buddha —intothenextmusic —secretkeyactivator—Truthiracy3—Suspicious0bservers—Jon Levi—In-Shawdow — Theoria Apophasis—Philipp Druzhinin—Mudflood Advanced Research—CONSPIRACY-R-US—Aeon Byte Gnostic Radio—Spirit Science—Zero Knight —Praveen Mohan—Rethink Everything—Mr Astrotheology—Red Ice Radio— Anmol Mehta— Sean Hross channels: HomieLand Sickurity- chatzefratz-Central Intelligence Agency— Secretkeyactivator —Global Vision— logoi library— Secretkeyactivator3—Wise Up
Recommended Movies /Shows
Westworld (HBO) — Twin Peaks — Dark City— The Matrix — The Truman Show — They Live— The Fourth Kind — Snowpiercer — Ares— The OA— Adjustment Bureau— Horton Hears a Who— Stargate— Cloud Atlas—Donnie Darko— Stay— Mulholland Drive—Dune—South Park—Inception— The X-Files— True Detective Season 1—Sausage Party—The Good Place(show)—Eyes Wide Shut—Groundhog Day—2001: A Space Odyssey —Ancient Aliens—Stranger Things—Dagon— Gravity Falls—Rick & Morty—Wag the Dog—A Dark Song—Fight Club—Doctor Sleep—Metropolis—Jacob's Ladder
With so much information out today, what is true?